HEY all, i'm here to say 'thanks' to all those whom i received birthday wishes from!
be it said to me verbally,
sent to me in a sms,
or posted on my facebook page,
i really appreciate the thought and blessing! :D

and to the BIG Group's peeps,
the belated celebration was really a satifying and memorable one
just that i am pretty sorry about not being to accompany you all to eat 'bak kut teh' :(
will try to 'learn' how to 'love' bkt another time, 'another time'... xD

fyi, other food that i don't eat includes shellfish, sotong, sushi, celery and etc... (-.- )
and apparently i am the only odd one out in my house because the rest of family love those 'forbidden food' :X

then again,
i am spending quite some money this week!
i think at this rate, my parents would have to condemn me from goin to shopping malls :X
haha,
why can't i achieve the same addictive effect with saving instead? =S

Ah, tml's my birthday!

well, initially i actually can't wait for this day to come
but, when its nearing, i just lost my feel for it suddenly.
how weird is that?

probably gotta have something to do with NS,
(why wouldnt my bdae fall on a weekend?)
or maybe its due to me getting older and having more pimples outbreak than usual
or the knowledge that i still have 1 year plus to ORD mode
or the lack of time to go shopping
or...

but anyways, my 18th year was a good year for me
what can u more expect from a year that made u new friends, new experiences and a new hobby? xD

"Hcgaxjgu, jujgklafh."

what they gave me caught me surprised. Shocked. Flabbergasted.
its something tough, think of it like a upslope
a challenge to reach the peak awaits me
and though a downslope follows
but how sure can one be that it would be something pleasant?

but what others got was a direct downslope
they could see whats lying at the end of it and plan how to go about tackling it
they didnt have the challenge of scaling the upslope
there ain't a chance to fall back, unlike those on an upslope
pretty straightforward task.

and till now, i am still not accepting my fate
i still strongly believe that some angel will be there to save me
lift me up and throw me infront of a downslope
let me slide down, enjoy the wind, the excitement, while at the same time, give me an opportunity to relax...
and hopefully by next week, i will get an answer.

had some specs' mini gathering today
but it was quite a boring one because there wasn't any post activity after the jap lunch
tried some of those ala-carte and they were really good though
gotta bring my family there someday to try it out :D
(if only i love sushi, we could have gone for the cheap buffet...damn...)
so after the lunch, JT, DB and me went town to shop around
was kinda fun hanging arnd with them
joking arnd, over-using the word 'clearly' and laughin at dumb stuff xD
haha, nice! :)

and CLEARLY, suju's 'Sorry, sorry (Answer)' owns!
carn believe that a remix could actually sound better than the original!
but, i still love both versions though. :)

On a side note, i started my shopping spree today!

i think NS should bear some responsibility for bringing my english stantard to that of Ris Low's.
really sucks to find myself not being able to speak as fluently as i used to during my jc life
and the situation is something like i'm stuttering when i talk,
but definitely, not to that extent.
or should i say, i am actually speaking 'rojak' language most of the times
mixture of hokkien, chinese and english plus some smirks if i can't find a suitable word to express myself
or sometimes not even want to talk at all when i don't want to embarass myself

hmmm, pretty weird feeling i have about myself.
maybe, i am thinking too much
or maybe,
its time to learn a new language? :D