'How long how long will i slide?
Separate my side.
I don't, i don't believe its bad,
Silt my throat, it's all i ever....'
Back from hiatus for so long, i am proud to declare that i finally decided to blog.
Its been a while for me out there,
slogging my guts out over unpredictable phonecalls and over a-tasty-9-bucks-per-hr deal.
and it really shagged me SO out that i didnt have much time for family, interests, and friends.
How sad, money really makes the world go eff-ing round.
Over this few mths, i ORD-ed, i worked, and i led a pretty much boring life
So boring, that its boring to talk about it.
Working at starhub was one hell of an experience,
no doubt it hardens me as an individual, trains me well to multitask well,
but the money there is really not easy to earn.
Apart from all the different nasty calls i have had (to me, all calls are nasty because they dun allow me to chill), i had another shocking experience too.
'A guy expressed interest in me.' Hmmm.
Actually at first i kinda think of it as a joke but well, he started getting all too serious about it so i made my stand clear. Haha!
Then he sent me this sms that explained his interest and i replied to him in a way a friend would.
So, that kinda clears things up.
Come to think of it, in this open society, really anything can happen.
But still, he looks perfectly normal and kinda handsome, so i really hoped he was just kidding about it.
(whats so bad about liking girls?)
And also in this past few months,
i went overseas with my precious good old friends/bros and it was darn fun
it was a simple yet fulfilling trip
and to top it up, we took a ride to our destination in an almost ancient transport, train-to!
We ate, we joked, we had fun and we revealed.
Revealed the secrets, regrets in us via playing the truth or dare game. (everyone chose truth cause u wun want to do the dare they are capable of to set)
and my secrets were all poured out that night...
Then in the past few mths,
in fact just ytd night,
i had a meet up with my dear secondary sch clique
i am admit its a very fun clique to be in because we are all so understanding, caring and natural to each other
like all the HTHT and expression/declaration of LOVE...haha
also food we had was really good, and u can say the company was the icing on the cake.
like they always say,'spend your time wisely' and i am sure i did yesterday night.
Cheers to our friendships!
but other than all these 'happenings'
i was actually troubled by certain issues.
And its obvious that its all related to UNI which is coming up next in my life, isnt it?
Expenditure, accomodation, fitting into the life there, reaching my aims issues blah blah...
Out of all this, i think finance issue is the hardest to tackle.
Well, i am in my 21st yr on this world and i find that my expenses are generally increasing.
Better clothes, shoes, food, FOOD, FOOD and more FOOD.
(Fucking food that i eat are really getting more and more expensive la...grrrr...)
and, the damn uni still raise their hostel fees,
seriously they are just pointing guns in my face
But that how life is, it sucks for us poor noobies. (now u know why am i slogging my guts out at SH)
So, my daily expenditure plus those extras that i am sure i will incur (like outings with uni friends, club, pub, drink) will really weigh down on me man.
Time to get ready for some half study, half work yo. (FML.)
On a side note, just to boast, i just bought my BIRKENSTOCKS! Whoosh!
(but i think i gotta hide them well, if not my mum will rape me upside down if she knows that it 100+ bucks)
Well i carn blame her for that because i have been wasting money on some things that i didnt use/wear, hmmm, how i wish i can refund or sell all those outcasted stuff man. (any suggestions other than ebay? :D)
Alrights, looks like i am done with what i wanna express already.
Next up, really looking forward to uni's exciting life.
Hope its really as fun as it seems. :)
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